[for the sake of theme, this has been written in a teenybopperish voice on purpose ( Read more... )

very maturely, i confronted two motherfuckers today. it was not the way you "confront" people in middle school; i actually talked to them in private. funny how people's stories change once you ask them up front. they're completely different than when they were talking so much shit about you before. for one, they talk like extremely polite, SCARED ( Read more... )

i feel depressed for no damn reason. i feel alone but i know that i'm not. i feel sorry for myself when i shouldn't. i hate this feeling & it won't go away. i need to do something. being by myself doesn't work, being with buddies doesn't work. so what will? fucking emoness. i smoked 3 cigarettes today, not to be cool & not cuz i was bored; it was ( Read more... )

myspace entry - february 14, 2004

and here you see why you should not be friends with me, people:

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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off to tahoe for some rest, relaxation, & reconciliation (not the church rite of passage, dumbasses). i wonder if snow is healing for the soul. probably not, but snowboarding sure as hell is fun. don't wait up for me, anyone. i'll be back soon enough.

i now crown myself OFFICIAL UNDERDOG OF DVHS ( Read more... )

motherfuckershitfuckstupidasstomgreenlookalike ( Read more... )

a trip to sun valley mall results in madness at the parking lot. this happened yesterday.


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(the title was an allusion to the movie the cider house rules, if you didn't know ( Read more... )

myspace entry - march 11, 2004 ( Read more... )