i have my own philosophy. one that no one understands. i guess i'm gonna be alone forever. i'm the only one that gets me. sometimes i feel like i'm above everyone else. not in a conceited way.. just that i just GET things. not common knowledge, not school knowledge, not math or english or science.. just the world in general. i feel like i'm not of ( Read more... )

(written february 14, 2004 ( Read more... )

this was a spontaneous group outing to sf that occurred april 12th. josh fell maybe 50 times while we were ice skating. everyone except aimal got kicked out of a pornshop. japan town wasn't as fun as expected. weapons were purchased. weird black guys like to sing on the bus. jon mike, i mean EL BURRO, can carry literally anybody, including big ( Read more... )

raven wings flutter, penetrate the ears, pierce the beating heart ( Read more... )

going to the la/orange area. will tour ucs irvine-la-sandiego, lay on beaches, & maybe see FINCH live. i'll be back the weekend after next. farewell.

photos from the weekend. i'll add more later. maybe.

panda express:


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got a new car stereo. GANGSTER RADIO STEALERS don't get jessy down! fuckers. best buy, $120. whatever. at least i can listen to my musak again ( Read more... )

yeah, the cafe guy at barnes & noble looks kinda like him, but no one compares to the REAL brandon boyd. he is fucking HOT.


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uh oh..hey guys, look at my senior picture [august 2003]. i know i look completely different, & that does not make me a poser now; before, i guess i was just not ready to look different? anyway, here:


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i keep feeling like i'm winning prizes, or the academic lottery maybe. so far i haven't been rejected by any ucs. i feel hella good about it, but at the same time i feel bad for my buddies that didn't get in, & i feel guilty whenever i express my happiness about it. so far i got into: uc davis, uc irvine, ucla, uc san diego, & uc santa cruz. that's ( Read more... )