im burning all my paintings ( Read more... )

stand up ( Read more... )

I'm living in the rabbit hole ( Read more... )

five green bottles lying on the floor ( Read more... )

i love me wee sistah.
went to see the fam this weekend, came back loaded with junk.
spent most the time playing Sly 3 with the coolest 8 year old in the world. she kept yelling, :i'm going to rip out your spine!!:

i'm a couple of shots in the hole and i smell like cigarettes. it's good to be back.

i'm fucking fat.

i hate when people you don't respect are profiting all around you and you are sinking

sinking

i am a coward. can't even jump out the window to save my self respect. and I do like soccer, anyway. goddamn it.
to be with me is like being low.
i miss Grace.

Woke up this morning earlier than i had to, which was novel. last night was a bundle of tears and agony and then wierd paddling through pseudo-happy pep jokes ( Read more... )

first day of class ( Read more... )

so imagine for years you were made to feel like shit about yourself because someone close to you harped on you constantly for being the most abominable flake ( Read more... )