i'm fucking tired, this empty life is not exactly something easily taken without a grain of salt or a pinch of the nose. i'm tired of meaningless everything, but every time i want to reach out every time i fucking try... something bad happens. something's not right, but it would be so much easier to bear if i didnt have to run the gauntlet alone
its funny. the one time im actually looking forward to starting class hell freezes over. well, i spent new years in fucking el paso, but at least i got to see snow a day afterward, then the altitude sickness kicked in
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so my baby has just been declared totalled. it wasnt meant to be like this. we were supposed to go down in flames together. well here's to the car that everybody had ridden in at least once...
the glow of the monitor is comforting. the feeling of that blue light is as welcoming as anything i have never known. the computer will never question you, how ever it will only if you mean to harm it. it forgives. there is a reason for disk backup. there is a reason for disk revert. there is a reason for antispam and virus. it cures boredom. it
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yeah, this should be it. i could spend years nitpicking it, but i'm going to stop here. eitherway im sure y'all are tired of reading the same shit, that is if you still read.