I am so pissed off about everything and I don't know why. I am so stressed out because all of a sudden I have huge piles of homework and I can't help but think thoughts of catastrophic failure... People just don't care and don't even pretend. I can listen to any stupid jackass bitch about their trivial problems that I don't give two shits about ( Read more... )

It disturbs me how much people I thought were close to me don't really know me.

Is it my fault?

Is it something that I do that disallows people to know?

I'm not going to prom...I just don't think I could take it, I really don't. Everyone will be there with dates and I'll be there ALONE. As usual so I'm just gonna spare myself and stay home...

Don't you hate it when you think you mean a lot to the people around you but then figure out that they really don't care? That is my life

So vocal states was a blast and both of our groups were fucking AMAZING... In jazz Brittany Neal got outstanding female and we placed... Show chorus we placed and Ben got outstanding male and we got outstanding rhythm section... it's between us and Hamden... it's a pretty tight contest, I must say... I didn't hear our competition for Jazz chorus ( Read more... )

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Ok, so someone put a little happy sauce in my milk this morning... at least, that's my theory... Cuz I'm crazy today... Walking is good for the mind, body, and soul... try it!

So we took the SAT's today... not as stressful as I imagined... probably all of that practice we did in Math and English... You know, I'm kinda happy and content with where I am RIGHT NOW but for some reason I just wanna feel down... haha I say "for some reason" but I totally know why... I've got to quit being such a downer but, you know, I just ( Read more... )

Life sucks as usual... so what else is new? I guess nothing, really... Except it SUCKS to be practically best friends with the guy you like A LOT... it's one thing to admire from afar but when you come in close contact with this person everyday... well, it just sucks... especially if he knows... I'm not sure why that sucks more but it all around

How accurate is this? I was like "Holy crap!" cuz it was so close

You Have a Melancholic Temperament


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