Ok so I went to my first party! I got there and felt like an idiot not knowing anyone, but kendra did all she could by introducing me and all. I drank some cider and talked to other people who looked lonely/lost. Stole the house python and made conversation that way. I fucking love that snake guys. Anyways I had a lot of fun. People came ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do with myself. I have an anxiety dissorder I swear. My hearts going 90 miles an hour and I cant eat without feeling sick. Take deep breaths, take deep breaths. And I have 3 hours still till the damn party.

I went to the mall today looking for something to take my mind away. I baught some new plugs, 8g that went in ( Read more... )

So one of the people I met in psych class invited me to her party! Your prolly thinking "yeah so?" But you dont understand. The last party -if you can call it that- I went to was in 9th grade. Im not a social person. Though I try to be, I am really really trying. So I couldn't say no to this. Today I went to the mall and baught the most ( Read more... )

Its been years since I wrote any poetry and I had an urge to do so. Unfortunatly most of the stuff I write tends to turn out all emo child like. I need to work on happy poems. Goal for the day. Anywhoot here's a sappy poem about my dad.

Damn it
(11/06/05)

Damn it daddy dont you think about it ( Read more... )

Haha, yeah thats me. I wish it was. My life would be filled with really hot boys and I would be a fucking slut bag. These cute ones always flirt with me and are so nice! It kills me. Today I chatted up with a boy at the piercing stand for like 20 minutes. He was so sweet and funny and easy to talk to. Its so easy, because its assumed. Theres no way ( Read more... )

Aka, therapist. I was so nervous seeing her again. I had such a hard time talking to her before. She was much more friendly this time and talked and gave suggestions rather than "umhum, how did that make you feel?" It was wonderful. I talked about the kittens and realized it was still really upsetting to me, but that I dont think I should tell. And ( Read more... )

I finnished all 100 icons! Please leave comments and tell me what you think.

Subject: Gia (movie)

Themes: all

Additional Notes: Screen caps from ajolie.org and myself.


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Blah. I haven't been sick for 2 years straight. Not even a damn cold. Oh but the one week I have 3 tests what happends? Plugged all up and sore. GAH! Oh well. I got a B on 2 tests and im sure either a B or and A on the last. Haven't gotten it back yet. I hate being sick, however I do love me some nyquil.

The kittens went in to be fixed ( Read more... )

Well this is interesting. My whole life I thought ecstasy actually ate away at your brain leaving holes. Thats what the Government told us in our dont-do-drugs class right? I so love my college drugs class. I am learning so much and I thought I knew it all. Those scans that were shown to us with the 'holes' are false and misleading. Type in "E and ( Read more... )

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