I have sooooo much work I should be doing right now but I can't concentrate on school. Life has been a little crazy lately. I started volunteering at the animal shelter (AWS) in Kennebunk so I go there for at least 2 hours a week. I'm doing it as part of a school project. I though it would my easy to just volunteer because I thought that would be ( Read more... )

Last night, at around midnight, Timmy drove me to the beach and proposed to me. I said yes.

P.S. i don't know why i can't let go. I'm sorry...

so I've been thinking lately... what would my life be like if i never met tim? would i still be close friends with Bam, Gill, Mith, Treed, Kristin and Sasha? would i have a social life? would i be happier. it's not that tim doesnt make me happy, it just that when he's working and stuff, in alone and i get really depressed because i think about ( Read more... )

Vacation kinda sucked. I didnt really do anything I wanted/planned on doing. I slept and worked two jobs. thats pretty much it. I was planning on hanging with people and having somewhat of a social life again, but that didn't work out because my dad needed me to work like everyday, soIi would work with him then go home, change, and go to head start ( Read more... )

today has already kinda sucked. all we did in my sociology class was talk about high school and cliques that form and "fitting in." i hated it and wanted to cry. i think the only time in my life when i felt like i actually belonged with a group of people was sophomore year. i am dountful that i will ever feel that again. it makes me upset that i ( Read more... )

Wow, is it just me or has every one changed drastically since freshman year of high school?

im so stressed. im probably failing stats and english and paych, which is awesome cause its always a good thing to fail your major. it the christmas season which means even more stress cause, as usual, i have lots to do, i want everything to be perfect, and i have no time. i hate school so much right now and wanna drop out more than anything. i ( Read more... )

oggie is sick again. he could hardly walk last night and the vets dont really know whats worng with him. they thought it was lyme disease a few months ago, but he's been on the meds for that twice now and theres still something worng with him. that dog and tim are pretty much all i have now since no one else seems to care about me. thank you ( Read more... )

I wish I could disconnect myself from the rest of the world ( Read more... )