i'm so pissed right now about so many things ( Read more... )

this week has been crazy. i've been working at head start and for my dad and dance recital is this weekend so i've had practices everynight in biddo. monday's practice started at 6:30 and i didn't get done until 10:30ish, then i went to tim's for what was gonna be a quick visit but i didnt leave until after 12. also on monday, i went to the beach ( Read more... )

today was the first good day i've had in so fucking long. i went to psych at 930 and was actually on time, for the fifth time this semester (3 of those times were exam days and one time i was there early and the teacher was out sick so the TA was in charge, we were gonna watch a movie, but she couldnt figure out how to get it to work so she let us ( Read more... )

i am such a depressing person

im sorry

i dont know whats happened to my life, but i really dont like the way things are right now, my biggest problem is i dont know how to change anything (thats always been my problem). i feel like i have no control over my life. i am so stressed from school. i never i free time, so i can never do something i want to do, something that will make me ( Read more... )

i am having a horrible fucking day (whats new?) the only things helping me though it right now are listening to sublime in my carr with my NEW SUB (YAY) and tim, of course.
I got the sub sunday and i love it:D

there is so much going through my head right now and this dhould probably be a priviate entry or something but right now i just need to do something in attemps to get these thought out of my head and i honestly dont think any give a shit about what i write anymore anyways so here it goes.... i have just come to the conclusion that i probably will ( Read more... )

i really need to express my hatered for school right now. there is so much fucking work and i have no fucking time...i have to choose between have a slight social life and failing at school or barely passing in school and being miserable in all other aspects of life. i really dont think it is worth it right now. I FUCKING HATE IT! i really dont ( Read more... )

I feel worthless. I feel like I could drop off the face of the earth and no one would even care. At this point, I don't know what a "friend" is, therefore I'm not sure that I really have any, seeing as I don't think I really matter to anyone anymore. Everyone has moved on with there lives and I am left behind. I'm not at all happy with myself ( Read more... )

Finally, spring break, unfortunatly I stil have to work all week except tomorrow. My plans for the week? Well, they would include: Cleaning and organizing my room, painting my new shelf, practicing ponite/ballet, catching up/getting ahead on school work...ya know fun stuff like that. wow im a loser.