So, I've returned.

This should prove interesting, but also relaxing and enjoyable XD

...I miss snow.

Why do you make me so happy?

:)

Breaking up is an interesting feeling. When separated through mostly good terms with just a bit of awkwardness and an expected misunderstanding lurking in the shadows, the heart-break tends to sit and stew, waiting for the opportune moment when it will hurt the most. Usually it comes at night, when the crazy distractions of the day have all settled ( Read more... )

that straining a leg muscle sucks.

But straining a leg muscle the day before grease pole and at a time where I barely get to see Joe as it is and now can't see him at school because I'm home heating my stupid weak leg....well there just aren't words.

Cue dramatic sigh.

But who cares, I'm done with college-apps biatch!!!! XD Now all that's left is mailing out and checking in with teacher rec's to make sure they are also being sent out in time. Phew, this feels good ( Read more... )

February 6th. Indiana, Indianapolis. He got his mission call and now he'll be gone by February sixth ( Read more... )

Pent up inside are so many feelings. Shock, disappointment, fatigue, overwhelmed-ness, a sadness i can hardly explain or understand, a deep longing to not feel so alone in a life i shouldn't be feeling alone in. I want to cry. I need to cry. For all that keeps passing through my silly naive mind I should be bawling non-stop ( Read more... )

Will I never be no longer single?

low moment! my bad dude, my bad. i always tell myself not to go near the computer when i'm having one of those "emotional days" but it happens, it happens ( Read more... )

why I ever thought he could love me back. But then all it takes is just five minutes of talking to him, being with him, and I see it again. I feel it again. Yet now, all of these feelings and senses have been shut down. He said it to my face, with no hesitation and no emotion. He's never even considered me as more than just a friend ( Read more... )