Wow. This kid Rusty is amazing. He spent a whole post defending himself after I called him an asshole for pretending to care about Danny, but still not wanting to go see him. His livejournal is euphoricism. I'm talking to him now. I shouldn't be. He is just gonna piss me off.

I've been fine the entire day up and until now. Today Danny Bull almost died. I had the fortune of spending all day with his family, lucy, and him praying for him to get better. He got kicked in the stomach yesterday at a concert. I wasn't even inside the building when it happened. I love that kid. Actually I wrote half of the entry for Lucy's post ( Read more... )

I'm seriously addicted to cigarettes. I have to carry this burden for the rest of my life. Oh well. Life's not always full of ups. I suppose there are millions of worse things to deal with besides nicotiene addiction. I miss smoking. I need to get over that or I am doomed to live in this cycle. I hate how stress makes me want to smoke. I'm bitching ( Read more... )

I just had the best conversation with Lilly. She made me so happy tonight. I am truly happy right now in my dark room with the light of the computer screen staring back at me. I am the luckiest guy ever, and I am not just saying that, I really believe it to be true.

Well, I'm sure it's healthy to wake up at 7:10 PM. At least the sun hasn't gone down. I am getting ready to embark on never ending task of trying to catch up. I'm so glad that I'm talking to Lilly again.

I've stated before "I could write pages." I have pages written, I don't have them posted. I've had a fever for the last three or four days and it's hard for me to remember what exactly I was thinking then. I've said goodbye to Lilly. I remember that. I've met Sarah. I remember that. I also remember owing working. For some reason, I don't feel that ( Read more... )

My band director proposed to his girlfriend tonight.

I just got home. I need to leave in about two hours to sing with my vocal ensemble. Tomorrow I leave for Portland Oregon. I will be gone for a week. I was talking to Lilly last night, and I think I fell asleep. She said she had to restart her computer and that's the last thing I remember correctly, although she defiantly sent me something else ( Read more... )

There is a horrible song titled "Like Humans Do" hidden somewhere on my computer. I can't delete it. Its a very very bad song.

Talking to Lilly. She makes me feel amazing. I am done with drugs. I don't like them anymore. I quit smoking, I am getting healthy. I may still drink occassionally, but I am not going to be smoking bud for a long time. I did last night after a long ass break and I didn't like it. Danny and I completed our real song the other day. He is out brabing ( Read more... )