I will have this journal as a testament to my youth. This has been the journal of a boy turning into a man. I've dealt with some fucked up shit, which will no doubt be interesting to look back on. But more importantly, these years have been the most interesting, most important, and most joyful years I could have ever imagined. My youth cannot be ( Read more... )

I'm so bored.

I feel like I've lost my direction this year. I've applied to Harvard. Lilly is done with me. I know I haven't written in what feels like forever, but it is because I feel distant from the world. I know that my place is waiting for me, but recently I've wondered out side of it for some reason. I really love my life. I love the way that I think. But ( Read more... )

I've done a lot since I have updated last. This is the time in my life where I am waiting for a girl who's gone away from me. This is my life right here. Its traveling forward while I am in neutral. The waves are pulling me farther into the ocean and all I can do is look back to land. I just wish I could talk to you Lilly.

Sitting in my hotel room again. The television is still running. My little sister is always watching tv. I've seen the same commericals a thousand times. I go out and wonder the city and smoke. I love this place. There are so many people outside walking around that seem beautiful and I doubt they know it. Recieved a phone call from Danella today, a ( Read more... )

I've traveled a lot these past three days. In 8 days I will be in Russia. The only thing I've done more than travel revently is think. I've thought a lot. I've ment interesting people in the Boston air. I can't think right now, the hotel television is running. Just wanted to post. I need to post about all that I've done and thought. That is for ( Read more... )

I'm at Danny's house while he is gone for no explaination. He's in the living room with Lucy. I'm in his room. The awkwardness of the situation is up and the chill environment that surrounds Danny is down. Oh well, I've got nothing better to do today anyway ( Read more... )

what happened to the people in miami. Fuck all of you bastards.

Wow, I'm pretty lonely.

Oh yeah. Spent the day with Danny today. I read him some poetry by Ginsberg. He seemed to like it. He asked me to read him the one about the supermarket. He can barely move. I love that family. Sammy, Amy, and Jen saw him today too.