it may seem petty and immature but i do believe that there is a guy that i can love everything about and vice versa. i really do. or, i really want to. but it doesn't depress me that i haven't found him. not at all. i might have already but i doubt it. i am absolutely happy with myself. i think this is a part of growing up ( Read more... )

( i want you to start living like a gay woman. )

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well, tomorrow are finals. and i want to do something fun after school. let's? yes, let's. let me know. as in, contact me somehow.

in art class. i'm sick of this semester. i cannot wait for the new one. new classes. english & math. cannot wait. and i'm not being sarcastic ( Read more... )

today/tonight was pretty nice. the concert was alright. everyone decided to talk while we were playing. other then the rudeness, we did really well. i thought i sang pretty well too. afterwards, jamie, brian, amber, travis, emily, mystery girl haha, and i walked over to wendy's. i got a baked potato with brocolli and cheese. it was really ( Read more... )

i can't get over this song. well, the entire cd is amazing really. i think i'm going to write an open air article about underground hip hop. i'll be sure to make it good. i thought subterranean was on tonight. atmosphere was on there last week. he is a very attractive man. him rapping makes it even better. i like the aggression he has ( Read more... )

i've been sleeping all day. weak and powerless (no pun intended). now, i wish i'd continued sleeping to tomorrow. i really do. do i need a big fucking sign? oh, and i sound like a piece of shit on the new house and home mp3s with me singing. today couldn't get worse. & i know that's a lie.

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i am finished with the vanityxcore shit. i can't do it anymore. i'm not even sure half the people in there even like me. i don't really care. 90% of the people in that comumunity i can't stand and 95% of the people applying i can't stand. i don't even know why i joined it. usually, i can't stand shit like that ( Read more... )