today was great after i left. met david. he's quite nice. i think he takes a shine to me. we played foosball and risk. plans with him this saturday. goodwill, mall, mountain trails, movies, and eating out ( Read more... )

i just tried to have a conversation with my mom about how i can't be myself around joe and she keeps asking me what she shoud do. isn't she the parent? well, she just turned it into why she hates elizabeth so much because she's rude to her. elizabeth has good reason to be mean to mom and mom hasn't apologized to elizabeth for anything. she just ( Read more... )

according to my english teacher, i have to stand in the hall while the class says the pledge because i choose not to stand for my own reasons. my reason being that i don't believe the pledge. especially the "and justice for all". how could that be accurate? well, i don't want special treatment for not standing for the pledge. my teacher ( Read more... )

after watching the laramie project on hbo just now, i realized many things about the world. how it is so vile, corrupt, and sinister. how people can show hatred and ignorance with such anger and violence. how differences of any kind can churn up this deep, negative emotion toward a total stranger. how words and actions can hurt just the same. ( Read more... )

i wrote this in my friends paper zine: http://openairweb.com/issues/issue6-5.htm

hey, it's better than updating my journal with a pretty rainbow and three words. check out the rest as well. and i'd like some positive/negative feedback.

( underground, now )

well, i got a 99% on my algebra II test. i was shocked. my jaw actually dropped haha. today went very well. i saw jeff over the weekend. he's much cuter in person. i love his hair. he didn't talk much though. i guess we were both shy. there's a big different between talking online and in person ( Read more... )

wow. it's been a while since i've updated. my computer messed up for a while but it's fine now. it's late and i'm at home and i'm worn out. emotionally and physically. i don't really know if i want to talk about some of the things i've been going through. i might later. but i'm really tired. of everything. i want to give up. surrender. ( Read more... )

oh. it's no big deal. i should appriciate this day off. i'm going with chris to belva and getting his tire looked at. he might show me where he grew up which will be neat. then we're getting chinese. i might not get anything because i have no money ( Read more... )

priorities at the moment ( Read more... )