I know I haven't wrote in a while. I just got back from church though and I feel really good about things almost. Well, a little better. I still have so much guilt, but if I keep praying and go to confession then I will be okay.

I'm scared though, that my intentions are not pure enough and that I will not be forgiven for a few things.

Today is my last day of high school, but I'm not going in until the end of the day, because those are the periods that I am taking finals in today. It's weird that I will never be going back there for educational purposes, just to do graduation rehearsals and then I wont be going back ever again. I am going to miss so many people who are not really ( Read more... )

I miss how much stronger my faith used to be. In one of my faith building books it said journaling was a good way to sort out your feelings and figure out what exactly is going on, and that is just what I need to do. I've been so frustrated and crazy lately, that I find myself so distanced from God. I need to change that, because it's ultimately up ( Read more... )