I just randomly remembered this site was here. I need to vent ( Read more... )

The scariest thing in the world, is the future.

what the FUCK will i do with my life?

I feel like the lamest person ever. I have absolutely no life at all. I am just like really really lame, all i do is sit around and I have barely any friends. Of the friends I have, I don't think they even like me that much. I mean, i have friends, but not friends I can hang out with. All of you guys are far away, off living actual lives and doing ( Read more... )

Uhh there is going to be a huge peace rally in portland this sunday, three years since the war started. three fucking years, can you believe it? I'm going with some of my professors and some kids from school. So, uhh yeah, if you're in town you should check it out. If you're in a protestin' mood.

I had another fucking really scary dream. This was a dream like no other dream I've ever had. It was so odd and so like ahhh... I don't know, I've been kind of freaked out all day about it. I almost cried when I woke up...it was so weird. It left me so empty and shocked. So here it goes. It started with I was helping out at a high school and ( Read more... )

Today I remembered how awesome it is to speak spanish, and like renewed my love for it, I was slacking so hard, but all of the sudden i'm eager to learn.

and I did a head stand. It was awesome.

I always knew I'd make friends if I picked up a dirty habit. haha...Yesterday for some reason ciggarettes just sounded really good, so i went to this little store owned by some really nice Indian guy who sells a lot of pretty bongs and bought some cloves. I don't know why, I've never really had an urge to do it unless I was with friends who were ( Read more... )

My life has become so fucking polar that I am frozen.

This is fucked up. All this shit is so fucked up.

I just slept from sometime this evening until like eleven thirty...I was tired. I think I want to go back to sleep again ( Read more... )