so this is my fuckin journal. well im going to take advantage of that. Because i want to remember today...i do not ever want to forget how much hurt ive been feeling this month. I do not want to forget how i bottled it up and how it all went haywire. I want to remember feeling cold and numb and ignoring the conflicts and pain and hurt until this ( Read more... )

live journal is weak...fuck this thing...im outta hizzle

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i dont know what it is but something is bugging me and i cant put my finger on it but i dont like it one god damned bit

Don't Buy gas on September 3rd ( Read more... )

Ozzfest= wildly great ( Read more... )

I dont know what to type...this is the yup entry..the one that takes up space and has no real meaning because the meaning and reason i feel the need to post another lame entry is hidden..trapped..forbidden from people..in my head..but its taking its toll on me and making me need to do something such as type bullshit for a journal few people read ( Read more... )

and in the end it was a so-so vacation. I did probally about half of all the stuff i really wanted to do. I still wish a bunch of us could've gone to noah's ark or camping....i miss how much i used to get to swim in the summers. I miss the pool, i miss how lively it was. I find myself missing how lively it was but im happy with how my life has been ( Read more... )

Woohoooooeeee

Happy Birthday to me! i am legal now!

I have commandeered a vessle everybody! Captain has his own car....Ive finally got my Millienium Falcon kids! WOOHOO!!