i like another boy ( Read more... )

i'm not mature. or at least not as much as i try to pretend to be. i'm naive. in so many ways. the recent election and all of those issues informed me of that. i still see so much good here ( Read more... )

A lot has actually been going on. I'm doing horrible in school right now. how is it that i can promise myself at the beginning of each year that i will do better, and always fail to do so. it's annoying ( Read more... )

im tearing up right now. i think i know why. i felt a little feeling today that reminded me of last year. at one point i was stressed out and upset, and in the middle of chem. class i took the razor blade out of my purse and i cut right there, and i put it away. i had longsleeves on... always did. and today i felt a piece of that. i knew i wouldn't ( Read more... )

I'm almost done here ( Read more... )

my sister is so sad tonight. i got home and we went into my room so i could try on my dress and she started crying. it makes me sad. sometimes i think we share the same soul. hmmm ( Read more... )

thinking

it might be a bad thing

someone please remind me you care....

i have a new journal

tryanddefineme

come check it out

jake... could you put me on your friends?

anisa

when i see you
it's not the same
as all these other people
there's nothing tied
nothing connected between me and you
maybe our blood is the same
but someday that will rot away
you make me so angry
and i have no idea why
it's like you want to know me
but don't even try!
so right now i hate you
no matter how much i also want you around

Today, memories came to break my heart
I don't know
how much I can take
The song I heard today
it seemed to take my strength away
As it left me
I looked down at the scars
and realize they may never go away
The realization
causes my body to shake
and tears begin the stream down my face
Suddenly I am no longer weak
all because I know, now, how to