what difference would it make?

last night was a total blast. came over to a and n's, cleaned up a bit, started cooking some fire ass grub, and drunk my ass off. i'm soo glad everyone liked the food. ryans chicken was excellent, those cheesy potatoes were almost orgasmic, and if i do say so myself, my burgers and brats were exquisite. oh, not to mention, that ice cream cake was ( Read more... )

Yes. Many of you won't like the new/old me, but it's what I have to do. I hope you can all understand.

so i had my surgery this morning and have been sleeping all day. I can't really talk and my head hurts pretty bad. not as bad as eairler b/c i'm on hydrocodine/vicodin right now and he's my new best friend. anyways, i hope everyone is doing well and i really want to get high tomorrow. i'm not sure if it's a good idea, but whatever. it'll be great.

excuse the last entry, it doesn't have ground to stand on anymore. i'm tired of putting effort into this and getting nothing from side 2. i can't do it anymore. i really want it, but notat the expense of my emotions.

complete bliss...yes indeed...

my body's shutting down. i haven't slept in 3 days and am barely eating. i don't know what's going on, but i don't like it. i've noticed i've been rather short with others because of it. please, be patient w/me, i'm going through a lot right now.

so, something happened recently that has made me rather happy. i know that none of you have a clue what i'm talkingabout, but i due time, in due time. today for some reason, i had a crappy day. work was the main reason. i really have been hating my job. i usually enjoy what i do, but i dred going every day. whatever. actually, my days gotten better ( Read more... )

well, i believe that i'm turning to a new chapter in my life. one without a certian someone, of whom i've had by me for the better part of five years. this is going to be strange, i'm not sure what to do. is it o.k. to feel good right now? or should i be depressed about everything that's happened? i don't know. i wish i had an easy button like in ( Read more... )

no sleepover. sadness has filled the room...