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[jesusmilkedme]

i really miss....people. i feel incredibly lonely and like i have no friends anymore. i miss jane. i miss alina. i miss a lot of people that were in my life. i miss drinking. a lot. i miss smoking. a lot. i miss...my youth. i feel really old. so dragged out. life is a long blur. meh. i hate emo entries.

meh. life..

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[annapathy]

I know I'm not enough to satiate your social need.

You're only 18. That's 1/2 of your life already.

I believe it's the memories you miss. People change. Especially Jane and the other one. Memories don't. That's why it's hard to let go. In particular, when your hopes are aiming to replicate a time that once was in your life.
Indubitably.

Just don't get any blood on the scones.

[jesusmilkedme]

pfft, you do satisfy my social needs. its just, i never see you. as a matter of fact, i dont see anybody anymore...ever. its been really, really, really difficult to not constantly remember what life was like once upon a time. it just seems to me that i was so much....happier back then.

-Hands you a tissue.-

[annapathy]

I'm currently on the phone with you.

It can be a bit hectic with out schedules now that we're both working, but I figured a few times a week we can visit each other at our competing cafe's and freeload on all the drinks and smoothies. Not to mention cookies and scones. BUT NO MORE CRANBERRY SCONES FROM YOU. I WANT SWEET CHEESE PASTRIES. (If you give me 10 minutes in the bedroom, I'll make you a very happy lady, Kate.)

I typed this with my nose.

[annapathy]

NO REASON TO MISS ALINA ANYMORE.