ive genuinely had the worst weekend of my life. i dont remember the last time i felt like such crap. this weekend has been a mixture of people letting me down (as they always have) and raging hormones. sometimes, i feel as though the big man up there is punishing me for something. what have i done wrong? why does shit always have to go sour? and ( Read more... )

we definitely just spent the past half hour analyzing the meaning of a text message. and it was awesome. anna, you rule. MUCHO.

im fucking high as hell. i feel like bouncing off the walls. jesus fucking christ. yo, read my fucking shit that i wrote for alina. its fucking doooooppppppppeeeeeeeeeeee ( Read more... )

i feel really lonely.

so, i spent all of yesterday throwing up and battling a shitty fever. food poisoning....again. this time however, the culprit was orange juice. my mom wanted us to go to the er...yea, it was that bad. however, today, at 8:46 on my birthday, i feel great. hah-hah, death has not won yet again. touche

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i feel so damn confused about shit. about everything.
and i genuinely feel bad for jessica's soon to be kid

last night was actually...great. i found myself, on the way to la lanterna, playing this grotesque movie on rewind in my mind; reminiscing the past year. jesus fuck, it was one insane year. a genuine roller coaster ride. i was buzzed and in a shitty mood. as i stumbled out of the west 4th station, i was engulfed by vibrations. everybody was ( Read more... )

 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ITS CHRISTMAS

which rocks. a lot. like, a lot.

george got me an eeepod, the 80G. i couldnt believe it, mainly cause i dont want anybody to ever spend so much money on me. ever. although, its a pretty sweet gadget.

i have no clue how we managed to afford everything that we got, we definitely spent around 400$ on gifts for ( Read more... )

life's been weird. good, but surreal. i have so much to write about and yet nothing at all. the cd anna burnt me isnt helping me concentrate either. egh, i dunno.

anyway

HAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ( Read more... )