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life's been...weird ( Read more... )

i had a really weird dream last night. jane was throwing a party and for some reason i got invited to it. everybody i knew was there. while drinking, i heard my name being called from a room. it was anna. i entered the room and found her and jane sitting on the bed, crying and hugging. i sat down too and started to cry. and then smokey attacked ( Read more... )

i really miss....people. i feel incredibly lonely and like i have no friends anymore. i miss jane. i miss alina. i miss a lot of people that were in my life. i miss drinking. a lot. i miss smoking. a lot. i miss...my youth. i feel really old. so dragged out. life is a long blur. meh. i hate emo entries.

meh. life..

reading old entries makes me uncomfortable
just like reading old emails
" " " " convos
" " talking about the past

life makes me really uncomfortable in general

im going to go masturbate now.

im really tired.
i burnt my saute, which really upsets me. mer.

in other news, i could really go for a

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igor and paul just got my cat stoned.
stoned pussy.

i dont really know what to write. its late, but i cant fall asleep. im waiting for george to get here from his long commute from work. ive been working...a lot. so taaaaeeehhhhheerrrrreeeeddddd ( Read more... )

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Three die in Easter crashes ( Read more... )

its been a while. a long while. one moment life was complete chaos, the typical cliche- sex, drugs and rock n roll. hah. and then, over night, my life became paying for rent on time, ridding myself of supposed friends, and not really remembering the last time i got obliviously and deliciously shit faced. i do yearn for those days where i could ( Read more... )