wow well my weekend was non stop fucking exitment lets see well thursday i had court the judge sent me to juvey than when i got there the nurse saw the scars on my wrist so i was put on suicide watch so i was in a room with bright ass lights on all night with cameras and i was was in little ass boxers and a blanket that didnt do shit than friday i ( Read more... )

in my computer class hella bored and hella tired today im not goin to pleasanton im gonna just work on music today cause i didnt for a few days i have court thursday its gonna suck alot im probably goin to juvy i just dont know how long for hopefully only like a weekend and yea i cant think of n e thing to talk about ill update later

well every entry after this is friends only cause my sisters been reading this and i dont want her telling my mom shit that she sees in here not like drinking and stuff cause my mom laughs at me when i cant stand cause im so drunk its just like other stuff so yea friends only bitches

pleasanton bands and just about all local bands around here that iv herd have been really disapointing as in they all suck alot so all u niggers better be looking forward to IDMA cause its gonna b the shit lol

well iv been very unsucessful getting out of this mood iv been in the last few days im still fucking irritated with everyone and now iv pist off katie and then biancas gonna get pist and then everyone out here will b pist about wat iv done and well i dunno wat to do and well honestly i dont care n e more fuck everyone out here if they wanna get ( Read more... )

well i just tried sleeping and that didnt work at all, all i ended up doing was thinking alot and not about wat i was upset about earlier i was just thinking about all these people i know and all these stero types there is and i realized i hate everyone of them unless there a good friend and i dont think n e of my friends are the same stero type ( Read more... )

well i dont know wat to talk about alots happend the last few days i havnt not been drunk in 10 or 11 days i lost count im drinkin tomarrow and hangin out with chelsea and hopefuly katie and them and yea to much has happend im really cofused about everything and yea and i have to wake up for skool in a few hours

well i didnt manage to not drink i got drunk last night fun stuff hung out with katie and melanie than everything got confusing with cops and stuff i dunno i time travled alot but i still remember everything and now i cant think very well im tired as fuck but ill update later

my whole body is fucking broken iv been drunk for 9 days straight i dont know wat most of my body is hurt from but yea it sux alot i have burns cuts bruises and one of my toe nails is breaking off cause mich stepped on it so now im limping and yea my everything hurts alot so now that walking is horrible i decided to take a break from drinkin or the ( Read more... )

well i missed skool today umm i think i have a liver problem or somthin so ill just do wat i always do with my problems and just drink them away with some jd but n e ways today i saw katie and bianca that was a blast doing all that nothing lol but owell they are still hella cool its getting complicated though one of them is gonna end up getting mad ( Read more... )