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drama wheee n e ways i have to drink out of a damn straw cause soda cans are way to hard cause my lip is hella being shitty but owell it will heal soon hopefully my nipple is doing fine im peircing the other one today sleeping is gonna be a pain in the ass cause i roll around alot and yea its shitty waking up to somthing getting caught on the ring ( Read more... )

i never really regret n e thing i find it to be pointless even if everything i do becomes a waste of time it wouldnt matter but one thing i am learning to regret is how horrible of a person i am about to become im not using metaphors fuck that confusing shit wat do i have to hide when the angel gives up and the demon fails then wat? this is sadly ( Read more... )

well im like really irridable for some reason well actually i know the reason but i get the feeling it just doesnt matter so watever fuck it everything is complicated but owell hmmm i just got home didnt go to skool again owell ill figure out someway to fix it so i dont go bak to juvy and yea still havnt been drunk in a while quiting is hard but i ( Read more... )

hey wont u come in i have one last thing to show you ( Read more... )

k well im hella irritated i dont know wats goin on with shit i always jump to conclusions and im always wrong so im gonna try not to get to pist about it until i really know wat the hell is happening but n e ways theres nothing else to really talk about ill update later or somthing

god i dont even know i lost my mind but owell yesterday i got really fucked up with david and matt and it was a fun adventure i got a shopping kart full of puckers and almost got arrested for stopping in front of intersection right in front of a cop car and then arguing with him about how drunk i was but somehow i ended up getting away and then it ( Read more... )

you hold is to tight as he walks all over u
ur a one way street thats only going down
ill give u the love of a thousand hearts
the number of times that hes made u break
its getting old how much more can u take

the peices have crumbled but somehow im still standing somehow it took all of this to figure out who i am and what iv been looking for this entire time the bullets still spinning but its only burning my skin the end is the end you should know when to call it quits but its ok cause my eyes are as dark they are going to get but my feeling is higher ( Read more... )

well i dont know wat the fucks going on with me yesterday was crazy and im gonna slow down on drinking for a while cause i can honestly say that i got way to out of hand or watever but owell the cops called my house today apparently somewhere along the way of the last 5 days that i havnt been in the right state of mind i called megans house and ( Read more... )