ok so this is wat happend i was talking to eshtewr online about the situation or somthin while getting drunbk and the i walked out my rooma and realizd my mom and sister was gone and then i wa slike fucj it my mom said rto take the dog for a walk so ill just do that and then i didn and i didnt realixe how drunk i was and then i got fucking lost ( Read more... )

i am out of my fucking mind i have never been so fucked up ever this weekend i just kept prgressing of getting more and more fucked up all the days are blended together or somthing friday i guess well i dont even fucking know wat happend friday i know at some point at tht night i went into raleys and stole three boxes of triple c and then saturday ( Read more... )

i love how things just keep getting better cause im gonna be homeless pretty soon bleh watever

mmmk fuck this livejournal shit fuck all this after wednesday which is i guess today really im going to be isolating myself this isnt cause of n e one this is just all me iv got a few problems in the head obviously that i need to straighten out before i do n e thing else so if i seem to be ignoring i am and its no one in perticular its just i cant ( Read more... )

he gave him self to me a little over a month ago i can still feel him though he comes in my dreams cause thats the only place where she still exists he fights to take bak control i can feel his regret but without the phonecalls and the flame locked around the finger he is powerless the only thing that bothers me is knowing that i am the demon but ( Read more... )

not like you i dont expect and i dont want ill be happy just to be able to give and give

i havnt been to first period in like a month but owell i hate that class and yesterday when i got to skool i had to talk to the principle hes a dumb ass he was trying to tell me i have to be enrolled in skool till im 18 but i know theres ways to drop out so i just have to look into it more i guess and he also told me that last week i bacame a ( Read more... )

i cant sleep again probably cause i slept all day but owell my mom has sleeping pills maybe she will help me out with a few or i could just help myself if i knew where they were but i know she hides them cause she knows how i am with pills but owell hmmm today was boring i did nothing but sit at home all day and i was extremly irridable for some ( Read more... )

not being able to sleep sux i feel like venting but i dont know wat about lol im thinking to much and it sux i think this is why i drink so much i just dont like thinking and i randomly dont like sleeping cause of my dreams and i think i also drink so much cause when i fall asleep drunk i dont remember them hmmm i think im an alcoholic but owell ( Read more... )

well im awake for some reason and this weekend went well i think uhhh friday i dont remember really scott and christine was there and we all got fucked up and i was sitting on davids bed and i had the muchies hella bad so i ate a jar of penut butter that was randomly laying around and a box of cookies o yea and matt was there to and then yesterday ( Read more... )