k well my mom didnt wake me up for skool this morning and shes trying to blame me for not going even though she knows i dont have an alarm clock and yea shes a fucking idiot shes really just doing n e thing she can to piss me off and its working really well and shes about to get fucking stabbed bleh i dont like her fucking games that never gain n e ( Read more... )

tomarrow is when i start my drinking im exited =D im gonna try to stay fucked up all weekend i have like 15 or so dollars so thats quite a few 40s and a pack of cigarettes but ill end up buying 40s for other people also im not gonna say names much n e more cause im not doing the friends only thing n e more and stupid bitches read my journal which i ( Read more... )

well today i finished drivers ed now i get my permit soon which is good hopefully i pass and watnot and yea thats about it i havnt been doing n e thing lately exept skool and i dont do n e thing while im there i might go to vineyard cause i cant stand going to skool n e more so im just hoping i can get on that independent study thing and yea i ( Read more... )

well like i thought tonight sucked esther couldnt come over and david never called back about coming over with my alcohol but owell i didnt wanna really drink if it was just me and him n e ways its more fun with esther or tyler around but owell im getting drunk tomarrow and ill wonder off to that show if esthers there maybe but im still figuring ( Read more... )

its about time the heat went away everything is better in the rain n e ways so im gonna just relax and slow down today lol and yea its to fucking early so im goin bak to sleep

the blood brothers are gonna be doing several shows in early october and i would hella like to go who would all b there let me know if ur gonna go

ok fuck u all hehe i dunno wats wrong with me right now i never felt like this before its like the feeling i get when im not drunk yet so im fustrated and yea i am really fustrated and i dont know wat about i know i want somthing but i dong know wat it fucking is if its a girl or a thing i just feel like im not complete right now i feel like im ( Read more... )

well today i went to amdor to see megan and i told her i had a suprise for her and then she flipped out and told me to fuck off and that she didnt want shit from me so i got all emo and shit and decided to drink with david and this matt kid that is good friends wiht bianca i guess and yea i just woke up and im still sorta drunk bleh megan is ( Read more... )

well im bleaching the hair today its either gonna look really bad or hopefully really good ill dye it black again if i dont like it i already know several people that dont think they will like it but owell