im making a new journal and it's....
yeahsuckit
add a bitch

changing is harder than i thought ( Read more... )

i feel like a piece of shit right now. ive made too many mistakes in the past coupla months, and i want to stop regretting decisions im making. so i think i have to change a little so i wont be such an asshole anymore.  this'll probably be hard.

thats the best thing ive ever received.

please don't.
even open your goddamn mouth.

yours truly got searched at school today and ms. mallicoat found the following:
pack of marlboro, 1 lighter, 2 empty packs of camel and a book of matches.
suspended for two days.
i love to get searched because i dont feel violated AT ALL.

lifes been pretty amazing and my bodys been mush. thats not even a word but idc its my own language BITCH ( Read more... )

i havent cried in a really long time and occasionally when it comes outta nowhere it is an amazing feeling. i wish there was someone to talk to that would say the goddamn fucking truth.

apparently i suck.
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we're all doing things that will, in the end, lead to our own self-destruction. whose going to be the first to stop?

not it.