I feel like the Inca, awaiting trial as I walk toward the steps every morning. Yet, as I stroll toward my fate for six hours, I feel as though I am bound - wrists and ankles.  Forget salvation, forget trying to break free, I am theirs.  The heat of the burning sun is what creeps across my body, each ultra-violet light is an invisible arrow that is ( Read more... )

I am not even in the real world and I have a bunch of issues.

I went out yesterday and look up at the sky as I was taking out the garbage in the morning.  The sky was lit up by stars and a cresent moon.  It has been so long that I have seen such beauty in the sky; Oriens belt was an object within the sky that I used to become fascinated by when I ( Read more... )

A snare is hit with a stick as eighth-notes among a common time signature. In between each note of a beat, the high-hat, symbol - whatever - is hit on the down-beat while the snare drum is hit on the up-beat. The notes of beats are played repetitively through out a whole song; that is, untill there is a break down, if there is one, of course ( Read more... )

The twilight world which I enter gives me small escape from the beautiful madness that lies before me ( Read more... )

Gosh....as much as i want to...i just can't cry....do i want to cry???...god damn i don't know anything anymore ( Read more... )

how the FUCK can you tell me not to worry, when it seems as though you talk to HIM more than me ( Read more... )

Nights are long and lonely,

I ____ (fill in blank) you more each day...

w/e..

God i love and miss you so much......it's why i feel this way that i act like that, thrown off-course...just deal with it alright? it's been a while since weve last seen each other....so bare with me, i still love you....no matter what....and i cant wait to see you again....cant fucking wait...

A youg man jumped off my mothers building (where she works) yesturday ( Read more... )

life right now, at this very moment, is extremely fucking boring ( Read more... )