well here it goes... one week after that last entry and ive decided for sure. im done. my thought process in ceasing to use my livejournal goes something like this ( Read more... )

"God made us number one cause he loves us the best.
Maybe He should go bless someone else for a while and give us a rest."

this journal is closed until further notice.

And if i knew the answers i would tell you now ( Read more... )

"Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage,
teach me to be shy.

cause its not hard to fall, and i dont want to scare her.
its not hard to fall and i dont want to lose...
its not hard to grow when you know that you just dont know ."

haha i went outside to drive to guitar center and my stereo is gone.

i hope somebody, somewhere is listening to jay-z or 50 cent on my stereo and really enjoying it. : )

i had a dream that i was burned horribly on half my face.
and that wasnt the worst part of the dream.
the worst part was afterwards when she wouldnt look at me or talk to me.
i keep touching my face to see if it was real.
and not because im vain...
but because i dont know what i would do if she wouldnt talk to me.

well i finally got my camera and i LOVE it.
im exhausted and dont feel like making a long post. lucky you.

i just wanted to say that im going to be taking a lot of pictures and if you ever want to see any of them ill be posting some of them on ofghostsandhope

peace out rainbow trout

uh oh. ryan got bored. you know what that means.

yeah. i recorded a song. haha even though its not very good stick it out until the last minute or so for the appearance of my new favorite sound. : )

SONG

i think its funny that ive been online for an hour and havent said a word to anyone..
yet when i go to eat dinner, i leave an away message to assure everyone that ill be back soon.

not that any of you doubt how much bands like hoobastank and trapt and nickelback suck... but in case you do. take a listen to this.

This is a link to an mp3 of two "DIFFERENT" nickelback songs playing at once.

i feel better knowing that its not just my mind tricking me into thinking all these songs sound the same.