My tummy hurts. I miss my friends. I want new clothes. I want to pierce my labret. I have reds<3. My throat still hurts. Life's kinda great. Lots of people in Iowa suck, but it's starting to get alright. Werd.
I hate Iowa.I hate emotions.I hate not being able to control my emotions.I hate being fat.I hate losing weight, and gaining it back.I hate being ugly.I hate when people tell me I'm not ugly.I hate girls.I hate boys.I hate girls that choose boys over their friends.I hate when people ask me what's wrong.I hate everything.
So life has been alright lately. Yesterday I got kicked out of math. That was great. Then I slept over at Codies. We rode the 4 wheeler, and I got to drive it once =D, watched movies and went out to eat. It was a good time. Now I'm chillin' at home & it's SO exciting =/.
I don't think I'm ever going to get married. I suck at relationships. I suck at even keeping a crush! Plus I'm freezing my ass off. It's so cold in the basement =(.
Sometimes I think I'm just stupid. I mean, I'm practically just waiting around for him, and I doubt he'll make any effort. I know he's somewhat attracted to me, but. UGH. This pisses me off. Why can't I just get my way for once. I mean, I like, stare at him, and I know he does it too. We're like little kids. This is so not fun.