you know what is the bestest thing in the world ( Read more... )

i hate myself and i fucking hate christmas.

please just let today end and let me forget about its existence for another year.

fuck, i thought it was going to be okay this time.

foolish.

one year today.
one whole year.
a beautiful year.
a wonderful year.
a year that has felt like a million years.
a year that has gone by so incredibly fast.
hopefully and definitely more years to come.

i cant wait for tonight. it is going be so positively lovely.
get off work.

im so lucky....

love is driving from tacoma to shelton to tacoma to shelton to tacoma while eating expired tortillas, halloween candy, and ritz crackers............and loving every minute of it. good music, good food, good people and good times, right? (not exaggerating where we were going)

two more days! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, yes.

I am updating. I am guessing only about two people will even bother to read this, but i am just passing time until my mother brings me a dozen french crullers. oh god. oh god. oh god ( Read more... )

october 27, 2005 marks the death of henry foss high in my mind ( Read more... )

i want an autumn afternoon ( Read more... )

today was...odd ( Read more... )

shit. shit. shit.
fuck. fuck. fuck.

i cant do it. nope, i cant do it.

7 HOURS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

two days and im already giving up. not good.

my favorite sweater is dead.

this hurts.