I can hardly remember the last time i updated this stupid thing.
dinner with mom is good.
dinner with mom at pseudo-boyfriend's work is even better.

i work entirely too much. there is sometimes some favoritism in the workplace and it makes me want to vomit.

I'm sitting at crispy's house raping his computer. watching austin music network. sweeeeeeet.

working full time. partying everytime else.

let's all drink and be merry.

i can get so confused sometimes. i'm so close to figuring out what i want but can't quite grasp it mentally.

hopefully i will soon know where the road i am on leads to.

Funny how life makes it's twists and turns. I have officially given up on ever predicting what the future may bring. People come and go like a revolving door. The good ones, however, tend to come back around at one point or another. Sometimes I want to press a pause button on life. I am satisfied with who's around now and the events that seem ( Read more... )

last night made everything seem okay.

i slept next to one of the most amazing people i have ever known. i miss him more than i can put into words but i would repeat last night in an instant if i could.

i love getting back in touch with old friends/

i.e.- Chill. I enjoy his company more than I would ever expect.

single again. eh. not happy but not morbidly depressed. things work out the way they are supposed to. got back in touch with an old friend today and that was interesting in an odd way. went to parties as usual. i think i'm gonna take a couple nights out of the party circuit. time to spend by myself or just with a close friend or two sitting ( Read more... )

life is insane. i have two jobs just to pay rent.
but when i work hard i play even harder.
went to bull creek last night drunk till 5:30 am.
i live a strange strange life.

Cleaning house in my life. Organizing my thoughts and disposing of the extraneous ( Read more... )

i cannot wait to go to CA.
Im completely in love with Tyler.
Hes amazing. I am so excited to be able to kiss him again.