getting a place is driving me up a fucking wall. i hate it. hate it hate it hate it. i'm saving up enough money to go to california. talking to hadley about moving to california. he's got a sweet movie hook up there and would try to help me get some acting jobs. might as well persue acting if im out there. why the hell not ( Read more... )

Dearest Tyler ( Read more... )

isnt it funny how all of my recent posts are about tyler? hm. oh well ( Read more... )

i'm fucking depressed as hell. i found the most amazing person and i have no idea how to make it work. he's a million miles away. he's in a band he loves and so can't really move, especially anytime soon. there's a slight chance his band might not work out and he could come to austin but it's very slight and how could you ever really want ( Read more... )

So I've got competition, apparently. I dunno if i can handle it. Makes my tummy box churn. I gotta get him to Austin STAT ( Read more... )

I'm a 12-year-old girl all over again. I've met the most amazing person and he lives a million miles away. I am saving up every penny i get my hands on to go to California. Who's geekin out? Yeah. Me.

so i spent my night with the most awesome guy i have met in a very long time. went to two highly mediocre parties but i dont think i minded at all. the company made up for any imperfections in the surroundings.

ive now got some serious motivation to make a lil trip over to california.

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okay let's get super candid here.
i am in love with someone. those who are close to me know exactly who i'm talking about.
i'm absolutely nuts over this guy. i dont know much about the future, but i am more than
enjoying my time here and now.