I got my tattoo tonight and you know who went with me JASON yeah yeah I love him so much I bought him a new board tonight and ya know what it doesnt even matter love cant even be showed by how much money you spend on someone but I wanted to buy it and i even got a hug out of it lol and i bought the Emery cd finally lol ok bye you guys oh yeah my ( Read more... )

Ok well it is 2 in the fucking morning and I was asleep but I woke up crying of course I was crying about Jason god what the fuck!!!I wanna move on(not really) but I will try and move on! I just love him!I really do and I know I have hurt him and look I have hurt myself. I cant blame any of this on him NONE of it was his fault! I just dont know why ( Read more... )

Ok well I have been begging Jason to go with me to get a tattoo and he keeps saying he will go but then everytime I say I am going he makes up some new excuse about how he cant go so whatever its like the same old shit all over again except this time we arent together but whatever who cares .... Well i do but anyways....... I am getting on I just ( Read more... )

Ok have you ever just fucked up something so bad that no matter how hard you tried things would never be back to normal. Well i have don this with Jason I have just totally fucked it up well the fucking sad part is I still love him I still care I cant let go and he is just out having a good time with all of theses girls I dont know my mind just ( Read more... )

Ok last night I got so drunk so to anyone that I may offended I am sorry I really dont remember much of last night except that i threw up and lost two packs of cigs ok well yeah thanks to everyone who took care of me last night while I was throwin up

Last night was kinda strange Me,Liz,Sharon, and john went to Ozark to hang out with Brian and everyone well we went to the skate park and Jason drove by saw my car and kept going isnt that sad I called him up though and told him he could come skate and that I wouldnt talk to him so he drove back and it was just so strange I got to watch him skate ( Read more... )

Ok well tonight I have really had time to just sit back and think about so much stuff! I really do care about Jason and anyone that knows me and has seen me in past relationships ya know I care about him! Ok well anyways I just sat back and thought why the hell am I thinking about how much hurt he has brought me when I know he is in pain and I know ( Read more... )

Ok well I just dont know what to say! I dont understand why Jason has to lie to me! I wouldnt be so mad if he would tell the truth! I am just so upset I mean I honestly thought he was the one who was going to change my whole view on guys but I guess not he was just another guy who got in my pants and then told me bullshit! I care about him so much ( Read more... )

OK well I am just pissed today I sat up at fucking dothan high for an hour just for them to tell me that my withdraw papers wouldnt be ready untill tomorrow and my grandpa is just being an asshole but whatever I guess its all good in a way I have my friends and of course my baby so nothing is to bad yet but if my Baby went away my life would ( Read more... )

They let me have my car for work as long as I write down my schedule and have my manager sign it well yeah I wrote down the right stuff but left the days I had off blank and let my manager sign it then filled in my day off with a time to work and my parents fell for it OH MY GOD can we say dumbasses! Ok well today I have to FAKE WORK 3-11 so I am ( Read more... )