craziness. nothing much is going on. i guess i could continue having sex with that guy. do i want that? hmmm, i guess we'll find out as time continues on. i'll talk to all of you later.
i think that would be something youd look back on in a year with confusion. you might wonder why you bothered and it could get you somewhere worse; you don't know anything about this guy and that's what you'll remember when you list past guys in your head. will he be in the category of people you forget you've had sex with becasue they don't mean anything to you? if so, you may not want to go on; you may think 'well if i dont remember him without trying why did i bother?" . i dont know what you'll do jewbie, we'll find out ....
yeah, it might be something i look back in confusion on. but really, i have no emotional attachment to this guy, whereas with all the other guys i had some. i don't know, i have nothing to do, so i figure this is a reasonable way to spend my time for awhile. once something better comes along i will have no qualms about dropping him. but for now, it's something to do.
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