So my grades are really pissing me off!!!!! I mean seriously. They're all dropping. I need to do something about this! My teachers are conspiring against me.... I'm convinced....
I've decided that my lj is waaayyyy too depressing!!!! All that's posted are rants about... you know who... Sooo, being the happy person that I am (lol), I've decided to make a list of all the good things in my life
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If I could only turn back time. Maybe I could've stopped all of this. If I had known that I would hurt this much at the end of it. Would I still have done it? That shy girl sitting in the back of the classroom who didn't have any friends. Look how far she's gone. She's gone forever. Nothing I say or think or do will change that. I lost. I admit
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Life is good right now. Some people are sort of getting on my nerves, but life has calmed down for the most part. I'm happy with where I am. Things could be better but they could also be a lot worse
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I had a sort of revelation tonight. I realized that I'm scared of what will happen if I stop thinking about her. I'm afraid she'll dissapear. Like everything I've gone through in the past 7 or so years has been in vain. I don't cry anymore. Which I guess is a good thing... But.. I worry about her. I don't want to forget her. But I want to move on
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I know I'm insane. I just feel like nobody can understand how I feel right now. And nothing is ever going to fill this gaping hole inside. Spending time with my friends makes it go away. if only for a little while. I know I'm being selfish. I know I'm being too needy. But it doesn't change the fact that I feel that way. It makes me feel a little
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