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thinking
i guess ill start writing agian.screw it. anyways i guess ive sat down and started rethinking life. you know that saying its your bed,you lay in it? well what if i want a new bed? damnit! lol. maybe things dont always have to go as planned do they? i guess well find out :) -
hypocrital idiots
now i realize im not the sharpest knife in the droor by any means but god this bitch drives me insane! she took my son from me because i was being drunk and stupid which i do understand but then i worked my ass off to quit drinking and now, a year and a half later after i got him back shes the one getting shit face and keeping him up all night. she ( Read more... ) -
My life is officially wierd lol
So, the whole thing with randy didn't work out to say the least. when i found the book on satanism talking about how to cut unborn babies out of pregnant womans stomachs, nah fuck that im good. like i knew he called him self a satanist but thinkink that that shit is a load of shit, i didnt really pay much attention. apparently he is far more crazy ( Read more... ) -
Update
well i decided i should probably write in this thing more so let me catch you guys up on some key points as to whats been going on in my life. i had my baby, her name Serenity Lia Marie. she turns 1 the 27th. ( if that tells you how long ive not been on here lol) im pregnant again. 4 or 5 weeks. i find out exactly on thursday. i was with my best ( Read more... ) -
if i could only
if i could only explain ( Read more... ) -
Poems
I was asked for a copy of my poems......so i put them on here.....some of these are really shitty but some are pretty fucking good! well anyways......
things you never said....
for everytime i brought it up.....you knew
you know if you just said something about all the shit you wnet through that itd make me feel so much better......
not so used..... ( Read more... ) -
PISSED sept 06 2007
okay im MAD...... to the point of screaming.....supposedly im missing 10$ from my bank account....ill find out tomarrow..... but i had 50 and then i took out 5 for gas and now mark says i have 35......ill get a bank statement tomarrow.....and if he took money out without asking me....im gonna be pissed becuase that was for gas and ONLY for gas and ( Read more... ) -
Me and My Dumb Ass lol
yeah so i was informed last night that me flipping out over james not calling or being online in 4 days was totally for nothing lol. i was telling him how worried i was about him driveing and he cant see and getting scooped up by a snow shovel becuase he hit something. when i was informed that DUH he doesnt have car anymore becuase he got in a ( Read more... ) -
Ello, Ello
,hey hey people ( i am highly intoxicated so bear with my spelling) today was good. james if your reading this then my freeky over active imagination has lied to me and your not splattered on some highway somewhere. anyways when you read this write me something to let me know your ok. hmm what else today i went to go see my baby nefiew agian hes ( Read more... ) -
Logan Russell Shay Palmer
HES SO CUUUTTTEEE! its my nefiew he was born the 24th. i went to see him and my brother and brett today. theyre all doing good except my brother got drug my a car 2 miles and now some of his toes are missing and the whole bottom part of his feet are gone but hell be ok but hes gonna sue the ass off the people. ( long story) me and mark got into it ( Read more... )