I love him.
He's fucking perfect.
So why do I keep trying to push him away?
Uggh.
why am I so fcukin complicated??
Arggh.
He's fcukin Perfect

Work's better. My manager is giving me more hours so I get more moooolaaa!! Hahaha hell yeah! Hmm.. Im kinda dating this guy from work. He's fuckin cool as FWUACK! Haha!! We drink everytime we chill.. Haha Aww I get to see the fuck tonite. Haha.. Im living with my mom teperarally.. And I havent really seen Krista.. My looooover.. I miss her. you ( Read more... )

yesterday's Counseling was very interesting.. Turns out I have to go back to the hospital.. I know Im gonna end up like her. I need a fix. a quick one.

you know how you sometimes get parinoid on drugs? you try to push the reality out of the way cause the though of you getting busted scares the shit out of you. well thats what its been like this 17th year of mine. I fucked up. bad. with everything. and thats not necceicarly bad news. somethings I shouldnt have been in anyway. but things like school ( Read more... )

Haha.. I donno man.. this weekened was laid back. Haha. ya.. friday i hung out with Chris for a little while went to THE SQUIRTS show, which was fucking bad.ass. after wards I went to Evan's for a little while. Saturday I went to breakfast with my daddy and Zachy for my dad's bday.. Then I went to work. came home cleaned had a little kick back for ( Read more... )

Hum.. I donno what to write about. I get the feeling this journal's gonna suck.

I have to work today. damn damn damn. I was watching that Aerosmith video "cryin" and now I wanna get my belly button peirced. Hahahah. I have to close today. everyone got their pay cheks wendsday and I didn't get mine. : ( whats up with that. I'm totally gonna bitch today. Whatelse.. Turns out I like Zimbal. He's cute. But what about that Drummer ( Read more... )

My new damn journal.