I am LOVING ownership of my spa, Sensorielle. It has been such a blessing, and also highly challenging...I'm always up for a good challenge...always inviting more of that from the universe. Pay-what-you-can has been exactly as we envisioned. Lots of people coming consistently, lots of new clients, and regulars are paying the regular price and ( Read more... )

i guess i am blowing the dust off the ole livejournal. yesterday was the most amazing birthday EVER. i have the pleasure of announcing that i am the new owner of sensorielle wellbeing spa in boulder. i have some very exciting developments happening with the spa this year and i think our mission of uplifting the human race through pure love, ( Read more... )

i had the most difficult time meditating today. this has never happened quite so intensely. i was in a constant battle against my mind, my body was in total pain. i could not meditate. i decided to have a mantra "i am at peace, my mind is quiet". i chanted this mantra over and over and still could not end the struggle. it felt like hours. i ( Read more... )

i have the strongest desire to hole up for a while. life is too busy for that though. i am tired. probably just doing too much. life is great. but i could sure use a day off about now :) tomorrow is samAdhi, our monthly event. i am working all day before that. i have picked up an extra shift sunday as well. monday is wesley's bday. i have ( Read more... )

it's like getting a bar of the finest chocolate there is, and then you have to wait all day. you keep thinking about that first bite, sinking your teeth in, and utterly enjoying the decadent journey your tongue experiences. after dinner, you wait for the food to digest fully because you don't want to spoil that taste with anything, you want your ( Read more... )

i forgot it's my birthday. i forgot until half way through the day. then i remember at lunch. i'm at a craniosacral 1 class, in which i have had a little bit of a release in my throat chakra. something i have been working on for a while. stuff is stirring up for me, really old stuff. and then i remember it's my birthday. the day after my bday, i ( Read more... )

have to sell the house. cant refi fuckin new law, cant afford the payment even working 6 days a week. i feel trapped and hopeless. we are fucked. sold my car for $1000 so now i can fix my broken car. and that is all. i am at a loss......

i'm driving home with a car load of groceries and terra in the back. my alternator belt is blown (i'm sure that's what it is because the battery light came on and then there was a belt sound and lots of smoke, rubber smell). my car stalled at the bottom of my hill, but i managed to get it to start again and get home. thank the gods ( Read more... )

tonight was awesome. i am still coming down. i'm on call for massage in the morning and i can't go to bed. we did well with attendance and the performances kicked ass. my butoh thing felt really good. i'm really getting into this butoh stuff. i need to study more. anyway, i can't wait for tomorrow...then sunday is boulder international ( Read more... )

INDIGO in workshop and Summer Solstice Celebration ( Read more... )