Dear Dell,

blow me.

love always,
Julie

So the past few weeks have been comprised of me kicking myself in the ass for not doing more in past years. I should have been on more committees, been involved in more campus activities, started looking at grad schools LAST year, instead of now, studied for the GREs 2 months ago instead of 2 weeks ago, and the list continues. I dont understand ( Read more... )

How do you nicely tell a depressed person that you can't stand talking to him because he's so effing depressed all the time and it gets on your nerves, without making him want to jump out a window?

I swear, I feed a little lost puppy ONE time because I wanted some company, and now the damn dog won't leave me alone.

Instead, I only use it when I am procrastinating from doing something else ( Read more... )

I really should, but i just.. dont feel the need to most of the time. Since returning from Europe, I've had good times and bad. I guess really that's how life is-- good and bad.

meh. I dont feel like writing in here right now.. sorry

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I'm in Rome.

With about 100 other americans.

this is so not what I expected.

still amazing though.

I wish I had my digital camera so i could take a picture and show you all just how SWOLLEN my face is.

I had (yet another) oral surgery on tuesday.

I'm on a liquid diet. I've been living on milkshakes and tomato soup for the past three days.

I've lost 2.5 lbs.

I'm in hell.

I'm supposed to work at applebee's tonight.

Okay, I'm not going to lie, I'm scared out of my fucking MIND to go to Rome.

Please, somebody calm me down.

i'm just making this entry because I'm afraid that if i dont log in every once in awhile, they might kick me off and delete my livejournal. I'm not sure if they necessarily will or not, but a few years ago i had a scribble, (remember scribbles?) and i got bored of it and didn't log in for a few months and they deleted me. I was really pissed ( Read more... )