so, it's been a long time. there's a news ticker in my head that scrolls with endless thoughts until i'm too exhausted or too stoned to care about them anymore. anxiety and depression. can you have one without the other? it seems as though they come as a set. buy one, get one free. congratulations, you're the proud owner of a brand new diagnosis ( Read more... )

i feel so over-fucking-whelmed. i've felt this same way for the last several months. for the past few months i've been crying or on the verge of tears almost everyday. nothing is working in my favor. i don't want to let anyone down. i don't want to be the failure i saw my brother as. i'm far too proud for my own good and way too stubborn. i don't ( Read more... )

"we either don't want to be alone and we cling to the person who loves us or we're afraid to start over again. and we use guilt, despair and violence on ourselves to scare the other person into not leaving us."this made me feel better. richie's got a refreshing outlook on life. it's a nice change to talk to someone who isn't making me feel horrible ( Read more... )

apparently i'm part asian. but at least i'm in good company.


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i've been ridiculously busy. i got a second job. i'm a server at buffalo wild wings in rockwall. i just finished my last day of training, which means i get to start making my own tips. finally. come see me ( Read more... )

"...attention seeking, experience junky, insensitive, adaptable, not easily offended, messy, carefree, dangerous, fearless, careless..."


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i had intentions of writing something here, but i decided against it. some things are best kept to myself.

so, nevermind.

instead, you get ( pictures of my baby sunflowers, )

at least something came out of this season.

-jules

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my t-shirt still hasn't come in ( Read more... )