I now know what the most harmful insult you can say to someone, well it really effected me at least. Im sure others would feel the same way.

welp tonight was my last away tennis match, we didnt even realize it until the bus ride home and we all fucking jumped on each other and shit, it was a good time. It makes me really sad tho, because im not good enough to play past the high school lvl.

Thank You Tommy Booker.

Well once again I found out tonight that Scott and I are one and the same. I love that guy and I am so happy for him with his newly found happiness. I wanted to hug him tonight when we were talking about all of this shit. Now we cant both have what we have wanted for so long if only I could find and get it. I am working on it. I think it will ( Read more... )

all I can say is that some people just fucking amaze me with what the can say and do. Just fucking amazed.

The dreaming tree has died. Thats it, thats all, thats everything. It means everything while at the same time it means nothing ( Read more... )

The stone ( Read more... )

Really now I have been thinking that maybe after all of this I have burned down a few bridges and everything and I am willing to take some of the blame for it. But I also thought that its not entirely my fault that these have come to pass, and it takes two to tango. So really fuck all of that, fuck it. I am tired of trying to make everyone else ( Read more... )

Ok well im going to be in rockville for the next day and a half dealing with all of this. I should be home around 3-4 tomorrow and still have to go to work and tennis. I just found out this morning that I am one of the 6 to bear the casket. I really am not looking forward to that at all. I will have my cell, feel free to call and relieve me of this

Well today was ok after all. I thought that it might be bad because of everything on my mind after the recent events, but its ok. I wont be at school the next two days because of the viewing and funeral but I will be at work at 5 on friday.WOOHOO....pah. I have a tennis tournament on saturday at Lawerence North, its always a hard match so I guess I ( Read more... )