I haven't been on here in forever. I just read back over the past five years and I can't really say much has changed. I mean, I'm changing (for the better for sure)but I keep getting lonelier as the years go by ( Read more... )

We are going back to Wheeling in October, and I'm pretty damn excited.

So we got to L.A. on Tuesday night after flying allllllll day long. It was the pits, but at least we got hella cheap flights because of the long ass layovers. We went to this beach in Malibu yesterday and the day before, and I have a rectangular shaped sunburn on my lower leg from sitting cross legged and wearing capri's ( Read more... )

Dear Sarah Guitart:

I totally got banged.

I didn't think I could ever be as bored as I was last weekend, but this weekend proved me wrong. Adrienne came over last night and we watched Zathura. It was the stupidest fucking movie I've ever seen in my life. Danny called me last night and we talked for about an hour. Other than that, I didn't do jack shit ( Read more... )

This is how fucking stupid I am when i'm high:

*In the middle of a phone conversation with Hannah*

Me: I have to go, Hendrix is on. Then I hang up the phone without waiting for a reply.

I mean, come on. It's Hendrix!

October 18th is when I'll be making my return back to the desolate land of Alaska. And it's gonna be cold as hell when I get there too. So I don't get to see the Adicts, and I'm extremely bummed about that, but hopefully I can still find a ride to the Against Me! show. It's still not the Adicts, but oh well ( Read more... )

Today sucked. I have this fucking headache that refuses to go away, and I just got off the phone with my mom and started crying. I'm sick of hurting her even when I try so hard not to ( Read more... )

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You know that feeling when you wake up and you think for a split second that everything is okay, and then everything hits you at once like a freight train? That's every fucking morning for me lately...It gets harder and harder every second. I've never been like this over a person before and I hate it, because it's just not me. I know I'm not some ( Read more... )