last night i literally learned how to fly even though i was on my feet all night. i was with raleigh and molly. for most of the evening, we were with niki. i just met her and i must have seemed shy like always, but by the end of the night we had become friends. we all sat around her living room and talked of people, places, and anything around us. ( Read more... )

it isnt that im fretting a lot over what to wear or how horrible my facial expression could be, just that ill have this photo to look at forever. ill tell my children that this was the year i fell in love and worked myself into who i am or were if i change. ill look at the smile i put on all those years ago and wish for just a second i could be ( Read more... )

rachels boyfriend sam has a set of parents with their opinions dripping from their eyes. his mother told him to broaden himself because of his handsome appearance. he countered her by saying he'd never leave rachel. my best friend found her one need and i am in love that its him. he is the perfect man for her. yes, he isnt a boy by saying she has ( Read more... )

oh ya..i forgot to say that my legs are fidgiting..my fingers and hands are shakey...and my heart hurts...but that can just be dissolved from eating this delicious brocoli and cheese

i was trying to watch family guy but all i keep seeing is the light reflected from the back of the kitchen..or the sounds my mom was making from the dining room. my stomach hurts from not eating all day, but today was so perfect. first wesley came over and it was about 10 in the morning but i was ready to see him. we cuddled on the couch until we ( Read more... )

i have been talking to raleigh for a long time tonight. basically just explaining my life from the past 3 years took almost a short amount of time. the side trips are old exhibits i guess. we've spoke of logan and richard, they are two people i can't help but remember constantly. i led myself right to them and regret the lovely feeling of their ( Read more... )

I really wish i could have just gone to raleigh's house and not go to washington d.c. today to run half a 5k. Too bad wishing is all man needs to destroy everything left. My stomach is full of pasta and it's a shock to my system because i haven't been full in about half a year. Bingeing isn't good, is it? Oh what a toxin food can easily become ( Read more... )

there are footsteps abundantly crawling through my ears but its just me