such a wicked day. i just want to stop and talk.

but at the same time, i just want to be alone.

i have been up since four. nervous. very anxious.

let's do this thing!!

i am going to kick that SAT so hard, it's not going to be able to kill a student again. so watch out!

here's to drive, motivation, love, support, and will power!

so what can happen that i didn't want to?! yep. i'm sick and SAT is in 1.5 days.

this. sucks. like. no. tomorrow.

i finished a carton of orange juice in a couple of hours. my nose has stopped being as congested (thank you nasonex) and now i am just very dizzy and my head hurts.

progress my friends, progress.

4.5 days until my life is decided as we know it.

4.5 days. AHH!

so i have registerd for the subject tests... woot woot.... not ( Read more... )

my EVERYTHING hurts. is killing me.

head. nose. ears.

blegh.

i feel terrible. i need love and caring and stuff nice like that.

i wish i could smell.

you don't realize how much you love someone until something bad happens and you start crying 'cause you can't find him in the stands. then, when you finally see him and you stop crying, you just want to hug him and he turns around and talks to his friends. i may be a "worry wart" but it doesn't matter. yesterday proved how much more i feel than him ( Read more... )

so i haven't been up very often to post to this thing. i just have been so busy lately sitting my butt on the couch and watching television that the strain of getting up would be likely fatal. just kidding, but seriously, that's all that's going on in my life ( Read more... )

so summer has been pretty good. i went to bahamas. stayed at the atlantis. big mistake. terrible experience with the "smart" workers there charging us two grand more than they should have. i will under no circumstance advice someone to go there ( Read more... )

eoswa is back in business. bring it the fuck on.

deciding whether an end is necessary. i sure hope not. maybe distance?