i stayed up pretty late last night to finish up some homework. i hadn't done that much work in one night in a long time. after finishing what i set aside to do, i realized that i felt so much better. more releaved. it was that good ol' feeling of accomplishment coming back. i want to keep that up from now on ( Read more... )

i am soooo fucking angry. i do not like it when people lie straight to myself, think they have done well and i find out right in time. ya. well. is it bad that i want to rip these papers out of her binder? um... ya. i really want to. but... i shouldn't. i am in debate. maybe they'll just slip away. i think she's a bitch and this is soo way not cool ( Read more... )

it's sooo annoying. it's like, i don't care anymore. and then dumb me telling my mom i had to study for these fucking ap tests. i put my life into them last year and did that get me anywhere? i think not! fucking ap tests. they don't even do shit. just ruin your life. who cares anymore?! 'cause surely i don't!

so it's officially passover. megh. o well. just a lame entry.

noelle, i am worried about you. please call me and tell me you are ok. this is officially an entry dedicated for those who may know where noelle is to please contact me to say she is ok. so ya.

nay for matzah

i hate the word regret. i don't know how i feel, i just feel bad. like i did something wrong, like i could have done better. i hate the word. i hate the term ( Read more... )

all is well. i still love my father. he canceled my punishment cause he understood my point. ha. haha.

and i got him to say, "i was wrong, you are right." ha. ha. haha.

drama's a bitch.

so basically i am wayyy pissed off at my dad. i can't believe him. i just- ugh! i had a wonderful weekend and i come home and he chewed me out about the exams and me not letting the family go on vacation and how i said i would study and grrr! grrr! and grrr! so basically he just told me i can't go to anyone's house and no one can come over because ( Read more... )

so now it's seven when it really is six. i'm COMPLETELY awake and ya. i fell asleep around five and woke up at six so that's about three hours so far. THREE. so ya, i'll crash later on. but i did sleep, a little. my lovely visitor returned. sleeping now, but returned. i figure i'll just surf the web or w/e for a couple of hours and then make ( Read more... )

so basically it is wayy to early in the morning. i fell asleep at 10 last night. and then i got woken up around 12 and then the special visitor left around 1. and i haven't been able to sleep since. is that sad? is that too sad?! well, they should be returning shortly... at least i thought they would. oh well, i think i'll shut off all the lights ( Read more... )

i'm sick and in bed. i hate being sick. why am i always so sick?!

i can't get out of bed. my head is heaving, i'm congested and my throat hurts. stupid bugs, go find someone who can at least try and put up a fight.... crappy immune system....

grrr