not much going on today ( Read more... )

so i really do not know exactly what happened today. i was in a great omg i love the day mood and then after lunch it went downhill. it was raining. the rain was good. but as soon as i sat down in fab's room a sudden tired-ness zoomed over me. i could not, i mean could not stay awake. i kept opening and closing my eyes. at one point i closed them ( Read more... )

i think i may be one of the happiest people in the world right now. this past week has been amazing. first is the fact that now i'm taken by someone who i adore. then there is the fact that my grades are gooding better. then there is the fact that i came to santa barbara. well it was better than the time i would have staying home. but the part that ( Read more... )

YAY! an you say YAY! WELL I CAN! this has been one of the most exciting days in a long time. first the e-mail then the note on my car. *sigh* life is certainly getting better ( Read more... )

life is just so fabulous. when the mother tells the whole world... i think it's just time. i'll let go. give it up. i'm his ( Read more... )

it seems i'll have to be swatted today in class. i'll prolly have to bring couple cans of cola with me to keep awake. but i don't care. that made my day start off fabulous.

yay. another yay.

noelle, i am calling an immediate lunch.

this day has been a mess. today is tuesday. yesterday was wonderful. today not so much. i just want. need. want. need. vulnerable. putting myself out there. not cool. but i can't help it. i have no control. don't like. not. at. all ( Read more... )

there is nothing much i can say. today started to look better. but then... one and then two lost.

what can i do...?

cacooning tomorrow. i'll be ok.

-eoswa

night and day. orange and purple. carolin and jezcy. opposites. opposites. total opposites. that is how the last two days have gone ( Read more... )

i don't know how the hell i did it. how in the world i pulled it off. how in the world can such a teacher dislike me sooo much and yet give me a B+ on that oral. how the hell can that have happened. it was so terrible. i was so nervous. i can't even remember what i said. yet. i. got. a. B+. YAY! i never thought the day would come i would be so ( Read more... )