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Try
I'd give anything for just a minute ( Read more... ) -
things that i may never grasp.
I truely can not understand how people...can think that being gay could be a choice. Why would anyone choose to make life more difficult for themselves?!? Have less rights than a typical human being. Be chastised and looked down upon. To be thought of as less than everyone else. To not be able to protect the family that was built out of love? Why ( Read more... ) -
The Story of Saving Me.
Walking up to meet her, I was nervous. Nervous didn't cover it. My hands were shaking, I couldn't form my sentences, I was starting to sweat, and my eyes kept darting around looking for somewhere to run. The short convorsation I had with a friend before I met her didn't calm my nerves a bit, simply made them worse. I saw her out of the corner of my ( Read more... ) -
Tired of all you said
So its funny all these feelings the ones I don’t understand ( Read more... ) -
Looking That Direction
Looking that direction knowing that I shouldn't ( Read more... ) -
Letting go of her, hoping to let her heal
Robin broke my heart. Into SO many pieces I couldn't count them if I had too. But last night I finally got to LET go. I don't know at what point...but I did. Last night I went to get new tattoos. I asked her to go with me. I wanted to see her. I needed to. She showed up and all I could think was "she looks absolutly misrible". And I know I'm a ( Read more... ) -
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Here's the thing. I deserve to be wanted. I deserve to feel like you want to be in a relationship with me. And right now..I don't. I don't feel like you could care either way. I feel convienent. This is not all your fault..not even. But it still sucks. I know your job sucks. I know you have long hours that are unimaginable. I know that it will be ( Read more... ) -
Losing the Only Grip I Had....
I spent so much time building up what I thought I would always have. Building relationships that I thought I would always be able to count on. And yet when things fall apart, there always has to be someone to blame. I don't know why the human mind works this way, but its heart wrenching, to say the least. I had my own friends when I met Jen, and ( Read more... ) -
Being Jealous.....Me!?!?!
So I chose to say the wrong thing at the wrong time, or at least in my mind....telling my girlfriend, Robin, about how much I do not like her ex-girlfriend Ashley. So lets go on the back story first ( Read more... )