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Salad Days
My salad shows the stupidity of MAGA. I am confident that the salad's components were picked by immigrant hands. Tomatoes, spring mix, mushrooms, cheese - things that need to be either made at home or imported. And using immigration policy and tariffs to double the price, the children of MAGA will starve ( Read more... ) -
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I still think that the greatest kindness shown to me was someone trying to berate me. There was a question I was not asking myself until that day. “Why am I here?”
I don't get mad at you if I don't think you are capable or willing to do it. I'm mad at myself for resource management. The big resource being time. Seeing the arguments that I have ( Read more... ) -
Yell to Freedom
I had a life changing conflict ( Read more... ) -
Conflict in the Forest / Enlightenment in the City
Conflict in the Forest / Enlightenment in the City ( Read more... ) -
Boom Pains
AGI 2021? 12,000 ( Read more... ) -
Death Became Her
It has been two years since Anna died. My feelings are MUCH more complicated than at first glance. It’s not just sadness, or even mostly so. Or even mostly about her. This is a matter of Tue being a black man who has been mostly integrationist in his outlook, where his tie to “their world” has been broken, and he is, in real time, trying to build ( Read more... ) -
Additional Words
I think the best thing that one can do to help me would be to listen.
That was the fifth time in five years I had a white female who I didn’t date say something about me that was unflattering to a white male audience that was misleading at best and outright untrue at worst. What I thought was:
1) Tue texted that he had to have a spot ready for Tue’s ( Read more... ) -
2022 Pass and Review
Sometimes, something can be a blessing in disguise.
While getting criticism that I thought was unfair and excessive, I had an epiphany. Listening to the 5th white woman who I did live with but did not date say something either untrue or excessive with a white male audience (in as many years), I wasn't angry. I was plotting.
I didn't realize I was ( Read more... ) -
July 22 Post
I think the weird fallout from the discussion where I got yelled at for 30 minutes when I lived in rural Missouri about stuff I actually didn't do helped me with my relationships with black women.
I explained to the woman I am seeing about how I don't want to deal with mindless yelling, and she is the same. I've been seeing a shrink for four months ( Read more... ) -
Separate to Get Equal
A disagreement I got into last year changed my life. I had a dressing down by someone that made a life of difference. Not because I believed anything she said. Quite the opposite. I looked at her, and saw what I didn’t want to be, what I didn’t want to become, and what I wanted to avoid. What the scenario boiled down to was a white woman in her 50’ ( Read more... )