found out that my grandpa is dying in India, and I am too stubborn to talk to him. I should be nicer to him than he was to my father, but then why should I? I know that not being nice to a dying man sounds just horrible, but no worse than what he has done in the past. I am mad, but I am not happy with myself about it. Should I be a bigger man than ( Read more... )

so, I am thoroughly disappointed with my parents for moving here to America. I think I could/would have been happier in Inida. I certainly would have been more moral. I would have been more innocent, or naive however you wanna look at it. That carefreeness is hard to replace. How much different this soul would be had it been in India still. Would I ( Read more... )

Tired of the human race...
~Coldplay

even words of sorrow and boredom are copied from an artist.

The lowest of lows, when someone else's words discribe one's misery/boredom.

Wow, is this an infatuation or is this something more serious ( Read more... )

I feel as though I have made some bad choices in friends in highschool. Or is it that College just acts as an unbinding agent between friends who were glued together by the daily events of their lives?

another random insight into my mind.

I know its been a long time. I feel bad about it too. Because hanging ( Read more... )

There is no Pillar of Consistency when it comes to relationships.

Sometimes you watch a movie about the most ordinary of events, and the most ordinary of characters. Hell it could be you, Infact parts of it is just liek you, but then you think these are your peers and they are anything BUT ordinary! Its a MOVIE! Countless people are the world have watched the same thing as you and THAT is what makes them extra ( Read more... )

I was hopefull, but now even the small hope was smothered with smiles of countless faces that flaunted their happy valentine wishes! None of them mattered except for one of them, the only one that I did not want to know about. In a simply sad state of mind. . . . . for now .....

The single most depressign day for all that are single and don't want to be. They all find some ways of coping with the fact that they are alone on the single day where evryone else celbrates being with someone. Some, get pissed and rant on and on about how this days is a bunch off bullshit, some work through it, some stay at home allday and cut t ( Read more... )