Having had a few years of therapy in highschool I can recognize depression. Well atleast I think I can. How do I really know? But certainly having really high highs and low lows is a telling sign. No? The difference between yesterday and today is a good of example of such an occurence. I felt at the top of the world yesterday morning. Today I feel ( Read more... )

So after two straight days of complete laziness, I finally woke up early this morning. I woke up around 6:13 or 14 don't remember, looked at the time, and the went back to sleep, well tried going back to sleep. I couldn't so I turned on Good Day Philadelphia, and started iorning. :) I am kinda hungry, so I think I wanna go get some food before ( Read more... )

So earlier today I was at 'Barnes and [the vindictive prick]Nobles' with my brother. Well while he was in line to buy his books, I started to read a book by the Dalai Lama. It was called Transforming the Mind. It was all about how to change your way of thinking so you have a happier mentality. I wish I had read more than 4 pages. It seemed pretty ( Read more... )

Why is it that every Valentine's Day I make such a big deal about being with someone? Is it cause I have never had a good one? Is it cause everyone else puts soo much emphasis on it? Or is it cause it seems everyone around me is involved? I really can't understand myself at times. If I can't understand myself then how I am supposed to understand ( Read more... )

Whatever happened to the days when you saw your friend online you said hello? There was no hesitation about it. If you were having a bad day, you would vent to your friends. If it was a good day you shoot the shit. No matter what though you say hello when you see a buddy online. Now it seems as though people see me online and consciously refuse to ( Read more... )

It took me forever to download the right font, and then after that it took me forever to figure out how to change the size of the stupid thing. And after having all the elements put together I can fianlly type it all up and change things the way I want to. Could it have taken any fucking longer? I wasted practically an entire day on this shit. Not ( Read more... )

Ok so this is my first entry in this thing. I don't know how comfortable I am gonnabe typing things rather than writing it in my journal. This somehow doesn't seem like the same thing. Sure I can get my thoughts out all in the same, but handwriting gives its a certain personal touch to it. The fluency that shines through once a page is written can ( Read more... )